Thought of the day.

Driving home, I had so much to say... now it's all gone.. well, the deep stuff at least..
Trying so hard to focus on God's will for my life and not getting caught up in the gossip, slandering of the boss (yes, Christian environment, though most of the people I work with on the other hand, do not seem to be...), complaining about each other, whether about working, not working, outside of work, unwholesome talk.. you name it. I feel like I'm doing so well while I'm at work, and then after I'm home, I realize all the things I did wrong.. again. I want to be an encouragement and a light. Strange, but sometimes I think it's harder to be a light when working at a Christian Camp than it is in the world. People around me already know.... and know how to ignore it. I think I reached out a little to one supervisor...... I was honest with him the other night when he was complaining about someone he had overreacted about and yelled at. Today he told me he felt horrible about it. I went out of my way to help him today... and he noticed. Good start? I hope. To make it even harder to keep a good attitude, my knee problems get thrown in. They hurt a lot lately........ but only at work or right after work. Interesting the little things that can really make it hard to fight the battles.

Way more detailed than I planned...... and way more words.... I'll leave you with this song. So incredibly... true. It makes me want to fall on my knees, no matter how achy and sing with all my heart.