It is so bizarre to me that one week ago today I was going crazy getting everything ready to fly to Ohio. Now I'm home and it is as if I never went. I certainly was not grateful enough for my time there. It was as if no time had passed. I love that. But for some reason I expected it to be different. I expected so much. I should have been grateful for every moment, the exciting ones and the calm ones. I wasn't. Now I wish I could rewind. Start over. Enjoy every moment. I hate when my perspective changes too late to change my attitude. Who knows when I'll go back? I missed my chance. I'm so disappointed in myself. I need to learn to not complain, to sit back, and to enjoy every aspect of life.