Heart is heavy tonight..... spiritually, that is. I was good until I started leading worship. No idea what happened.  I was excited earlier and suddenly I wanted to leave. No reason. I even enjoyed the sound of the kids singing... but still felt weighed down. Everything in me wants to run out on the field and spend time alone in prayer. Yet half of the leaders aren't sitting with the kids... again. I can't leave. Soooo torn.

Then Jason starts reading Mark 9:14-29....... wow. Understanding a little more now....